Thursday, 11 October 2012

The decision to quit

Ambivalence - that's the key word for me these 2 months. It probably made me sprout a few more strands of white hair (and I probably don't need my student to point them out). After weighing the costs and benefits, my decision is finally to quit.

I have decided not to trade my time for money, trade my time for something that I don't enjoy doing anymore (not entirely but mostly) and it has come to a point of almost stoic-ness. The risk here that I have to undertake is not having a stable income for a while until I settle for another full-time job. However considering the amount of things that I can try out and courses that I have always wanted to take up which I would be able to after quitting, I figure it should worthwhile. Two courses that I would like to take would be Japanese language (to continue from my previous studies) and Post-grad dip in business.

In life, we have to keep moving on. If we keep pacing about at the same point of a path for too long, we will become afraid to step forward, to make a turn or make a choice, and become entrapped. We need to give ourselves a kick to get liberation from this even if it may mean uncertainty ahead.

Remember, if we do not move we will never reach our goal because our goal will not move towards us automatically.

Counting down to the exit interview.

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...